Wednesday, November 24, 2010

come, ye thankful people, come

well, this year i have a lot to be thankful for, and most of the things i am most thankful for are things i took for granted prior.

the big and obvious ones are my family. i am so grateful for their love, their support, and just for them. i am grateful for sila boy, who constantly is in a great mood and is the perfect baby. i am grateful for the princess, who  always says her mind and loves her brothers fiercely. i am grateful for masey boy, who is fighting cancer and a great example to all of us of how to be in a horrible situation but not lose your manners or your humanity. i am grateful for mo, who loves everyone so much he doesn't even know what to do with it. i am grateful for my angel niece, lile and the motivation to be good she provides me with her quiet presence.

i am grateful for baby darl, who worries about everything and everyone and is never anything but caring and thoughtful; he does what he feels he should no matter what. i am grateful for pene, the best mommy to a sick little boy and example of strength to me. i am grateful for vili and his unwavering testimony, example of the savior's love, and for his undying friendship. i am grateful for sila, the brother who has few words for me but i always know is my #1 defender. i am grateful for tevita and the provider and worthy priesthood holder/father he is to my sister and their children. i am grateful for talia and her friendship, guidance and even-keeled advice. i am grateful for edgar, the brother i have never met and do not know, but have been mindful of lately.

i am grateful for my mother, who is a great example of hard work, determination and sacrifice. i am grateful for my father who is my favorite critic and an example of strength mixed with love. i am grateful for my dear, departed grandmother jenna lee and the shoulder to cry on and advice i still hear her giving me. i am grateful for my grandfather darl, for always being there to support, offer advice and counsel and be an example of gospel living.

i am grateful for my many aunts and uncles. they have a bigger impact on my life than they know, whether it is sheltering a lost little girl; being a friend and confidante; or thoughtfully noticing a problem and striving to fix it. they are examples of pure love and family. i am grateful for the cousins i can confidently call friends, who lend their support and love from miles and miles away.

i am grateful that i am an american citizen. it is a huge blessing to be able to walk into any place of business and qualify for a job. i am grateful that i have a car to drive me to the places i need to be, and places i need to be.

i am grateful for friendship. i have never truly cherished friends until this year.

i am grateful to have the gospel in my life. i am truly grateful for agency, the atonement and the miracle of forgiveness. i have partaken of it more than i would like, but it is a blessing and i am grateful it is there for the taking. i am grateful for the power of the priesthood and the miracles i have witnessed through it.

i am grateful for the gift of working ears. i experienced total silence the other day, and it was unnerving. i had no point of reference for the things i was seeing and knew should be hearing.

i am grateful for chairs that do not rock. i realized at the hospital that if i am in a rocking chair, i will subconsciously rock it and make myself nauseous.

i am grateful that snow-pocalypse was not nearly as bad as predicted, at least here in orem. i was repenting like crazy on the drive home last night!

i am grateful for blogging and the ability it gives me to keep a semi-faithful record of my life. i am grateful that it is an outlet i enjoy, and i can type as much or little as i like (obviously, today i like a lot :)

i am grateful for facebook (no, this will not be like the girl i heard bear her testimony of myspace, as she met her fiancee there) and the ability it gives me to keep in contact not only with random people i have not seen, or cared to see for years, but my family that is scattered throughout the world. when i wanted people to fast and/or pray for masey's brain surgeries, facebook was there. when i did not want to update the entire world one-by-one on his status, facebook was there.

i am grateful for primary childrens medical center, a place where miracles happen. i am particularly grateful for a neurosurgeon named dr. jay riva-cambrin. i joke that he is over-confident or cocky, but the reality is that without him, my masey would not be here. he truly performed a miracle in masey, and i am eternally grateful for him and his meticulousness and thoroughness, as well as his willingness to accept the challenge of masey's surgery in the first place. i really can't say enough good about this man, but if i ever find myself in need of a pediatric neurosurgeon again, you bet i'll be tracking down dr. riva-cambrin.

i am grateful for letters. there is nothing quite as nice as getting mail that is not a bill or junk.

well, i could obviously go on forever (letters? seriously!  that made the list??) but i'll stop now. suffice it to say that i am really looking forward to thanksgiving, and i am a grateful, happy girl!


the first family picture we've had in years. i know, ridiculous that it takes that long to get 9 adults and 4 kids together...especially cause i just remembered that one of us is shopped in. :)

2 comments:

Stacie said...

I vote Sila is shopped in. :)

Loved this post, and I love you!

pamelasue said...

I love this post and all the things you are thankful for. I am thankful for you :)